Ashes

You called me up – again
through the line I can only hear your breath
and wonder what have changed inside

From the first kiss to the last goodbye
and the laughs and frowns; all the life we pour
trying to make it closer to what we thought was so right

But it`s not, we could not, we so failed – or not

We cannot control our feelings no more
have we broken the chains we made up in the wrists?
And although it may sound like a hymn of freedom

The loneliness in the rooms, the squares, our cities
the hearts and this silence from what we can hear through the line
no calling will fix what`s broken, maybe that`s not supposed to work - again

Nothing left to say at the end
no excuses, no regrets, no freedom, no tears

no love, no more.

love song for no one

I had to shut up all those songs we would ever sing
and throw away the love letters we still had to do
I had to shatter all the plans we made for us,
 but I want you to know, I would never let you go

As I race on my car along this empty road
as I grit my teeth to keep on having a smile
among these miles of reasons and reasons I can’t see I only know
I would never let you go, I would never let you go

And sing got tough since then
your name into my head even when
you were clearly out of my life.

And replace you on my bed wasn’t easy
but fill your place in the drawer was needed
I would never let you go, I would never let you go

When the next rain fall over my head
I will remember when I first saw you
and pray to smile again, but cry instead

I wanna listen to that inner voice inside that say
Just get over, just get over it. You need

I will try hard putting someone by my side
and driving up eighty on the boulevard
singing out loud that song I made for you
just to forget it, just to give it up

I would never let you go, I would never let you go
but I did, as I did, I would never do but I had to do it for me

LOVEMESS

I walk down the street looking for freedom
slow down while staring at faces I’ve never seen, alone
it was not a problem before, but now, there’s you
and I feel like being your only, your one.

it can't be that hard to understand, indeed
why I’m still tending to take you off of me, and falling
if I could do it, and even though I wanted - but I need
I would always prefer to let you see before who I am
(However I would always choose you to complete my own)

and despite I really had tried it before
I would have tried it again and again,
to wrap you on the burning flames of my mouth
and take you to the place where we belong, where is our

We would rise; leap, float and fall
till mix ourselves in a swirled mass of flesh and love.